Cosy. Lovely

The continous rain, damp cold air, my own rain of coughs and mucus overflowing, perhaps a little uncomfortable, yet morbidly I felt both cosy and lovely. Perhaps, it's only in coldness then cosiness can be felt. My cup of hot cereal brings much satisfaction, and much coughs too =.= What a anti climatic opening to my entry which intended to share the cosiness and loveliness that filled my heart. Aish.

Yes, these days, while life is hectic hectic and even more hectic, I found joy and peace of mind. Somehow, it's really in this midst of heavy schedules, physical discomfort and friction with other human beings that drew me closer to my maker. A tough time indeed, yet, every step I take, there is this one, who holds my hand and watches my step. His promptings, his encouragements, my heart is really blessed. Pardon me, that I cannot share eloquently how wonderful I felt, but seriously my heart is very very bless. Not because of the things that are happening around, but the way they happened.

A few days ago, I lost my handphone. I'm not exactly that upset. Seriously. haha. And on the same day, I caught up with a dear friend. It's not really catching up... more of a mindless chatter on skin deep stuff. Yet nonetheless I enjoy talking to her, still the same old... irritable self. =.= Earlier on, caught up with some other friends too, somehow, I can't help it but to marvel at the how intricate human relationships are. Something which is so important in my life, yet something which I don't quite understand, not quite able to handle well.

A few more details to be refined and soon it's the Christmas party. The first mega event I am handling in my church life. The first party that I organised, it's for the one I most loved, how blessed, how enjoyable. =)

Because it's his son's birthday, better make it work ya... haahaa...